Showing posts with label Personal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Personal. Show all posts

Thursday, August 15, 2024

Zayrah The Lightning Scarlet [Prototype] released

 I dont know if you alredy played it, but since I release the alpha demo, I have not get any support U_U No body is donating for the game and looks like nobody like it


Well, I only have one proposal left (the game of cuties), and if that dont works, then Im fried :S

Im still doing the game of Anima Edimus, but that is for a long, long way.


My visual health is no longer enough to continue working all my life as a pixelartist, so I will have to return again as floor cleaner

I dont want it :S

Such is life


Here is the game if you already have not played


https://vipersilent-rab.itch.io/zayrah-the-lighting-scarlet-prototype

Tuesday, July 16, 2024

About Traditional and Digital Art

 I like the "militar" ambient colors, but I think I will finish it  on traditional, becouse for me is a pain to my eyes  to do illustrations on pixelart.    I think on "normal" digital painting, the eyes rest better, becouse are not focusing every pixel x pixel. 


Any way, recently I am focus on traditional art, like the animation on paper,  making doujinshis and besides, I will start doing "monas shinas"  but in figures of clay.

Pixelart took me many years to get enough experience to work full time on this.    So, traditional art it will take me many years too and I dont know if it will works for me... But at least I have the bases of draw, and I have some experience on that.  

The idea is to reduce the use of the pc, but even with that, I would like to do digital illustrations.  

Since I was on school, my goal was to do a professional digital illustrator,  and I finished like pixelartist :S       I liked pixelart and now I hate this haha, is like a joke of the universe.   

On that times I used to use pastel chalks., but now I'm very rusty., so, I will start again and I will give a try to watercolors too.    I used to paint with colored pencils too, but I prefer the pastel chalks becouse is more quickly.   

Honestly, I dont think I can work has traditional illustration on this digital era.   Working has traditional sculptor of "monas shinas", I see very dificult too.    I think my best chance is to become an expert on traditional animation and making doujinshis.   Yes, I think that could work, but in the far far future.   Animation on paper is too hard, but I liked it.  

For now Im retiring my self from pixelart slowly, and I hope my games can help me with that. 



Tuesday, November 1, 2022

Gynoids dress up to Hallowen 2022

Just some quick picture for Hallowen!

They are two gynoids of the game Anima Edimus (  ^◡^):   Zayneth[N-18] like a red ghost, and MK-08, like a ... vampire, perhaps, I really dont know, I did it quickly hehe.    Someday, I will  ask to somebody to dress like the red ghost XD. 





 

Monday, August 15, 2022

New Place to Work

 Greetings!!!


For months, I have been in a difficult situation, both financially and personally. However, I have had the support of several people and thanks to them, I am here, in a new room that, as I previously told you, the housing unit where I rented, all people living there had to leave. 

Although the area where I live now I dont see it as safe, I will have to be here for a while.

 Also, no internet, no gas to hot water, no area to dry clothes outdoors [it will have to be inside the room itself] and, most importantly, no kitchen, so it will be difficult to live here. The room is nice and clean, but with out that services, is dificult.  Besides, due I suffer from  anxiety disorder, it is very, very difficult for me to go out and buy stuffs here, hehe. I will have to do it yes or yes.   Previously, where I lived, I always went out at night, to avoid people, but here, in this area of ​​course I would not go out at night XD

For this reason, I hope to be here for only a few months, since I came here becouse emergency, nothing more; I couldn't find another cheap and better place in a short time. At least, when I leave this place, they will refound me the deposit that I did, so, It will be a great help fot the next room hehe

I'll be practically all day in the room, so I'll spend it working and watching series that I downloaded before I arrived [XD]. Also, I will see how I can pay for the subscription of the "Construct 3" program, which is the one I was using for Anima Edimus game [the nes version] and I will probably find a cheap 8-bit musicians on "Fiverr" to help me with the music section.

One of the managers was supposed to bring me a table today. If not,  I will continue with commissions and Anima Edimus [the nes-type version].

I really appreciate the patience you have had for me and I hope we can continue collaborating together in the future.   Thank you!   

[Note*: At least, now I can finish that damn "Alice Madness Return", "Dead Space", another old games and the damn scenary of the elpehant zombi on "Resident Evil Outbreak File 2", I always lost my self on that scene]

[Note **: There is no window... again ]

[Note ***: when I connect my pc, just dont work... imagine how I feel on that moment, just like the Cell meme.  For now, my pc is ok : D]